Monday, August 27, 2007

To be honest

I'm feeling kind of low. I'm sure it's just exacerbated by fatigue and the fact that I haven't taken a proper vacation that was sufficient to recharge my batteries, but there it is. The small things that are getting me down in and of themselves aren't enough to bring me down, but the collective is doing it. I'm not going to enumerate them, because there's nothing new to say. It's a version or another of the ongoing things that pop up and bite me in the butt.

I just can't seem to muster up the energy to do things that are good for me lately, like exercise, grocery shop, cook healthy food, work out, go to church and read my bible, see my friends, write in my journal...Being fat is a drain, man. I can't believe I'm (once again) back where I started.

It seems that I can function just enough to keep my head above water and a roof over that. Well, what else can I do except work and hope that it pulls me out of the mire again. It's worked before.

(Yeah, nothing witty or entertaining today. Maybe tomorrow.)

2 comments:

Solonor Rasreth said...

Oy! Snap out of it! I need to be free to annoy you, and I can't do that if you're all mopey and depressed. It's just not right.

Tamara said...

But there's no denying the little thrill of glee that only comes by kicking someone when they're down.

But of course, that's very, very wrong. Terrible. I don't know why I said it...